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Cyrus Habib

Washington & St John’s 2003

Born in the Baltimore area of Maryland in 1981, Cyrus Habib studied at Columbia before going to Oxford to take an MLitt in comparative literature. He returned to the US and received his JD from Yale Law School, then practising law before eventually being elected lieutenant governor of Washington State, at that time the youngest Democrat in statewide office. In 2020, Habib stepped away from politics and began his formation as a Catholic priest in the Jesuit order. He is currently working for the Jesuit Justice and Ecology Network in Africa. Habib is also the co-founder of several youth leadership programs that still operate in Washington State. This narrative is excerpted from an interview with the Rhodes Trust on 20 November 2024.  

‘My parents did an amazing job of not allowing their fear to become my fear’ 

My parents had immigrated to the United States from Iran. My father came first, to study engineering, and then my mother joined him at the outbreak of the revolution in Iran. They got married in 1980 and I was born a year later. We lived in a wonderful community, but it was a difficult time for us. For one thing, my parents were living thousands of miles away from the home that they knew. But the other thing that made it quite difficult was that shortly after I was born, I was diagnosed with a rare childhood eye cancer. It ended up taking my eyesight in my left eye by the time I was two years old and then it came back several years later, leaving me fully blind at eight years old.  

There’s no good time to become blind, but what was good was that I was old enough to have some visual memories, of faces, of cityscapes and so on, but also young enough that I was still adaptable. Learning new things, like braille and using a cane, just came naturally. I also had some really influential teachers who believed in me and who were sophisticated enough and sensitive enough to strike the right balance. My parents did an amazing job of not allowing their fear to become my fear. I remember my school was nervous about letting me play on the swings and jungle gym, and my mom went to the principal’s office and said, ‘He’ll learn it differently, but he’s going to learn his way around just as well as any other kid at your school. It may happen that he may slip and fall, and he may even slip and fall and break his arm. I could fix a broken arm. I can never fix a broken spirit.’ That was the moment I learned that I deserved to be included. That was also not long after my father had been diagnosed with cancer. He survived, thank God, and my mom was the rock who took care of us both.  

On applying for the Rhodes Scholarship 

At Columbia, I wanted to create a new persona. Academically, I was determined to be excellent, to outperform, to be the best, and I was pretty extreme during those years in college. This might surprise people who wouldn’t expect this of a Rhodes Scholar, but I was a big partier, including a lot of drinking, drug experimentation of all kinds, dating lots of different women during those years. Now, what I can recognise is, I didn’t want to be thought of as blind. I wanted to be as far as possible from whatever image I had of disability. There was definitely a lot of darkness that I was working through.  

Academically, I fell in love with modernist literature and became an English major. Then, a week into my junior year, 9/11 happened, and it had a massive effect on me. I ended doing a double major, focusing on English and comparative literature but also on Middle Eastern languages and cultures. Edward Said was a huge influence on me, and I became involved in the pro-Palestinian movement and the anti-war movement in the lead-up to the US-led invasion of Iraq. Alongside my studies, I was also lucky enough to intern for Senator Maria Cantwell and then for the newly elected Senator Hillary Clinton.  

It was Kathleen McDermott, an amazing dean at Columbia who sadly died a few years after I graduated, who approached me and suggested I should apply for a Truman Scholarship. I did that, and I was successful, and part of the experience was to go to Missouri, where Harry Truman was from, and meet Louis Blair, the executive secretary of the Truman scholarship. He was the one who said, ‘Well, Cyrus, have you thought about studying at Oxford on a Rhodes or a Marshall?’ Until then, studying in the UK had just not been on my radar, and I wasn’t convinced, but I did apply, and the interviews were a wonderful experience. Finding out I’d won was a totally macabre experience because of all the other wonderful people I’d met at the interviews who didn’t win, but it was still a very special moment I’ll remember for the rest of my life.  

‘The stillness and silence allowed me to be alone with myself’ 

I’m not someone who ordinarily thinks in terms of regret, and Oxford brought me so many gifts and blessings, but the mistake I made was that it didn’t really make sense to do my kind of comparative literature work there. The English department at Oxford was still quite traditional then and there was no ability to do literature across continental and cultural divides. I won’t put all the blame on Oxford, and I had a great supervisor, but my interest level just wasn’t there. Eventually, I switched to an MLitt from a doctorate, writing on vision and visuality in Ralph Ellison and Salman Rushdie, and I’m still really proud that I did that piece of work.  

I ended up focusing on travel, spending a lot of time in London and making friends there, and I think I probably visited two to three dozen countries during my three years at Oxford. It was also during that time that I began my conversion to Catholicism. I was what I would call a secular humanist, and I had been brought up to believe that God exists, but my family was not a part of any faith community. When my friends Andrew Serazin (Ohio & Balliol 2003) and Jacob Foster (Virginia & Balliol 2003) suggested I should go to Mass with them at Blackfriars, the Dominican community in Oxford, I thought, ‘Why would I want to?’ But I did go, and there was just a way in which the stillness and silence of that very simple liturgical experience allowed me to be alone with myself or, as I would later come to believe, alone with God, in a way that I realised I really needed.  

‘I decided I’d rather be happy than successful’ 

I went on to Yale from Oxford, but I didn’t know what I wanted to do. I had helped my mom in her campaign to become a judge and I’d always been interested in politics growing up. I thought, ‘You know what? I could do this.’ In 2012, I ran for the State House of Representatives in Washington State and won, then I ran for the State Senate, and then for lieutenant governor of the state. It was an amazing experience, and I’m especially proud of the legislation we introduced guaranteeing paid sick leave for almost all Washingtonians for the first time.  

Why did I leave it all behind? The most pithy answer I can give is that I decided I’d rather be happy than successful. My father was diagnosed with cancer again in 2013 and he passed away in 2016. I began to realise I had this addiction to achieving things and moving up, and it was never enough. Then, in 2018, I was also diagnosed with cancer. It was caught early and treated, but it gave me the opportunity to see that there was a deep inauthenticity in the way I was living. That’s when I started to explore living a simpler life, still dedicated to public service, but in a much smaller and more humble way, and, in 2020, I became a Jesuit.  

‘It’s important to identify what you believe’ 

20 years ago, I was in Oxford, and I was at the very, very beginning of having my life changed by what I found there. There are so many graces and gifts waiting for us whenever we set out on a mission or an adventure, and the Rhodes Scholarship is a very rich one. I just want to express my gratitude for all those gifts and to everyone at the Rhodes Trust who makes this opportunity available and is working to expand it.  

To today’s Rhodes Scholars, I would say that it’s important to identify what you believe – not what you know, but what you truly believe – by taking social and philosophical and moral and theological questions seriously. I’m not saying that anyone needs to choose what I’ve chosen, but once you’ve found what you believe, commit yourself to it as best you can by trying to live authentically according to that way of being. None of us is perfect, but at least you’ll have a North Star to look to. I think, if you do that, you’re going to have a good night’s sleep more often than you won’t. 

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